Monday 8 October 2012

Breathing hard once .......

Tired legs, exhausted mind, breathing hard ! Yet you cant give up !
The fierceful world brings the annoyances at once upto your neck, you feel like suffocating at a point of time & then you have to live with it. The crazy world keeps ruining you until you press hard to make breathing comfortable!
Deal with it, the only possible solution I can see....... Oh world lets see .... till when and what this will be go on like this! One day i will be a beaten-enough-being to step forward like a winner .....


(Anonymous ~ troubled soul) :D

Saturday 22 September 2012

Proud son of soil !!

*Readers Discretion Advised*
He fell onto his knees, bleeding all over his body, the blood from skinny body was seeping  through his pant but he kept  himself conscious, the decision had to be taken in minimum of a second. His brave soul sent him the impulse and he re-collected all his breath and pushed his hands and opened the fire, the bullets were all over the place, and in a span of couple of minutes, it was all silence around, he killed more than 10 terrorists. What a brilliant feeling was that,"Saving a dozen by killing a dozen"  but that feeling couldn't last a minute and things around seeming to fade, his brain was failing to synchronize with his body. Excessive loss of blood atlast smashed him down on earth. Breathing unconsciously awaiting for the death to take his soul like a Proud Son of Soil !

While at other place, phone rings, the voice yelled "RC32, we found them, helicopter needed to avoid further casualities, direction north-east 2 km of southern Post, Over" the operator replied "copied, HK21 are there in couple of minutes, Over"

The incident happened in some village of North waziristan where soldiers of Pak Army were moving from one post to another, the boy named "Mohsin" with age of just 19 years was leading the team. On passing from a turn at a small hillside, terrorists opened the fire, whole team was a bit behind the corner, and this young lad had to face all of the terrorists. Bullets were all around him, and suddenly a number of bullets hit across his legs. Bullets passed tearing away the legs and one leg was merely hanging just around his waist, and the second leg also took 5,6 bullets. Above these, few bullets near knee and foot ! This miserable condition of him after bearing more than two dozen bullets in his body couldnt defeated him. And he was not Alive with such trivial amount of blood but with the spirit to fight for his homeland, for the safety of citizens of Pakistan, being part of Pak Army.
After being taken to near hospital for first Aid, he was Shifted to CMH Rawalpindi, where he was operated for multiple wounds. Unfortunately, he lost his one leg but he won the battle, he killed the terrorists alone. He was appreciated by his team members, senior staff and Chief of Army Staff for his Bravery .

The incident was just a narration of uncountable bravery tales happened in this fierceful battle against terrorists.

It was hard to express such breath-taking incident but the narration was just for the appreciation of the brave soldiers of Pak Army, many who are no more present among us, and many who are living hard lives after being injured in any form.
But sincerely we people have become such senseless creatures that we do not care we do not bother we do not give a ear to such a thing not being of our interest. But spare a moment, take their place, imagine yourself being them, you might get a slight idea of what they bore for the sake of us !!

Mere appreciation and condolence wont cost us anything but it would definitly increase the confidence of the soldiers and their families.

"Pak Army & Pakistan Zindabad"

Saturday 4 August 2012

Have faith & be UP & SET rather than upset !!

He told, "Over the years i was quite much of a funny person bt the incidents drained the fun out and here i am dry sponge :-P" and i was gazing at his new face of sanity !!

And yes it happens and you come across people who used to be a different type of stuff with  lots of fun, hang outs , parties and much more !!
But then the life shows its bitter and ugly picture and takes the life out of a lively person and there remains the dead soul !! Notwithstanding,  Hardships or whatever, the reason, you aim to take support of your, argument but be a symbol of being a strenght and patience !!! Deal the hardships and move on !! Never Be Upset in any sort of situation..! Always Be"UP" &"SET" Then See how your life will Be settled automatically. Keep faith in "ALLAH" You know? "Ups And Downs" are the Flavours of Life.
Just see your Heartbeat (ECG) _/\_/\_\_/\_/\_/\_/\_/\_/\_/\_ Ups and Downs show Sign of Life _____________________ The day it become smoother and Straight The LIFE ENDS. So Enjoy Every Moment of Your Life.

Friday 13 July 2012

 slippers of poverty against the shoes of richness !!! 

He was trembling, his head was bursting with pain, right from his shoulders down to his toes, every part of his body was screaming with immense pain. this was just not a tale of a single day but since long he has been working hours of overtime just to fulfill their basic necessities of his family. Excessive overwork has lead to extreme depression but still he was hardly making the meal for his family. And at mid thirties his hairs turned white, probably the signs of overwork and hardwork, perhaps. With such a pay he couldnt even buy himself a new piece of cloth to replace the many times mended dress, not only him hut his wife and children were showing similar picture. The fact that wearing such dress is not a curse but our society has made it so. Last month Mintu, one of his two children suffered from pneumonia and he didnt had any money to take him to Dr thanks to his boss who gave him advance salary to fulfill the purpose. the next month was more deteroriated as the budget was less than usual, the dismay continue to creep in their living and thats how their life full of misries use to pass but still every night he used to think about people who are impaired/crippled in some way, and also thanks to God for the Halal earning he has despite being very low and he is better than many people.



 The other side of picture was Mr.Rich with Gucci dress, Rado watch on his hand, few glittering gold rings on his fingers, lying drunk on imported sofa (making me recall the Iqbal's poetry, tereh Sofeh hain Afrangi :D) along with his friends, after a late night party, in a 80 canal bungalow, with facilities of holy world; pool, pub, bar, mini golf club, gardens, tennis coirts, lawns !! and so on.  2 imported ferrari, ,lamborghini, nexus, bmw, was his collection of cars. Excepy the imported Sofa, all the furniture was bought from high class designers.  Suddenly cell phone rings with the sweetest of the melodies, Mr.Rich barely listens to the caller who asks him to send 30000£. PA understanding the situation comes to listen, it was infact his son who was studying in oxford university for some designing degree, and then maid informs him of his lawyer, who has been awaiting for him for long, trembling ambling he moves to lounge, and after routine discussion with the lawyer, once again he is all set for a little rest, moving to the office where his business is carried out, a few formal meeting is being carried out and then he had to visit a new location for warehouse.  The busy life with business, family, friends, parties, was passing in a quiet quick pace. And now in years Mintu will also work to contribute to minimize his families misries and he will end up in another Ordinary person like his dad, and thats whats the condition of quite a percentage of our country population !! While hami the son of Mr Rich will turn up into another Mr Rich holding up his dad business !


The picture with both sides is quite obvisious showing their nature, lifestyle, bringing up, health and education. Poors are struggling and being further pressed down to disasters of poverties while riches are growing more and more, a lack of system indeed with the lack of efforts to fill up gap between poor and rich people and the situation is deteriorating day by day ! 


 ~ A random talk ~

Thursday 5 July 2012

Rules for others, amendments for self !!

Randomly in our life, at occasions we make others realize of rules, the sanctions, the principles, promises and what not! Advises about what to do and what not to do. the concept of right and wrong created by the bias state of mind for having limited knowledge in the fields of prime igborance ! but still we act as potential knowledgeable professors !!  But when the same situation comes to self, Rules? What does that mean then?  Tress-passing at our will ? or A compromise ? and we proudly amend themselves for our needs. There stands the rule ! we call that Rule !  An amendment, and sure we all are master at it, *cheers* the shame,

Monday 25 June 2012

Mother's love is the same, no matter what happens !!



she said its ok and then smiled ): those 16 seconds were out of the world ! she forgave me for whatever i did and everything else !! only thing in my mind was how could she do like that how such a broken heart could act like that !! but that was her, always the same ! everytime i did a new mistake and everytime she showed me the same smile !! and today she is habitual to forgive me and i m fond of doing mistakes again and again !! that repition made me a mistake for ever and her love is a perfection forever !!




*story people*

Kashmir, heaven on earth !!





The papers just exhaust you (even though u haven’t studied much :P) but in the time of the preps your mind wanders to catch up ideas of hanging out !! once in a blue moon they get executed and here is ours(mine+friends) blue moon story. After the last paper, straight from the hotel to friends hostel and within 30 mins we are all ready for Kashmir, how brisk that was !!

Peer chanasi !!
Although it was mid march and no chance of snowfall anywhere around muzaffarabad, but a place called peer chanasi a little uphill steep road from the city of almost 30-40 mins and you are there !! huhu ,the place still held the snow of almost 3-6 feet over its peaks  , and it was amazing walking on snow for two hrs uphill and two hours downhill. Although we couldn’t made to the top of the mountain but the beauty was sufficient to take our breaths !! Bliss !! take a look !!





how deep was the snow, loved it !!

even the sun looked marvellous there :) adding to the beauty :)


uphill task, but proven to be one of life's bestest memories !!



home at such a place !! summer dream :p


how badly we ruin the snow !! :P





that walk, Aww such a charming day !





other than snow, other captivating thing was the loveable waterfalls !! 30-40 minute travel from muzaffarabad city to my friend's uncle home was a beautiful village, green fields, enchanting waterfalls, mighty mountains, springs and the goodhearted guests !! mind blowing freshness ! 






adorable <3 <3
lovelyyyy <3

one more waterfall <3


beautiful bridges connecting the two sides of river  neelam!!


one more beautiful view of neelam river, <3 


more to come but some other day !! :P

Wednesday 20 June 2012

Happiness cycle of a human!!




The business cycle taken up as Happiness cycle of a human!!
The four phases of business (could be taken for economy as well) as everybody knows it and in every dictionary u would find it but let’s take one more angle of this economic based topic and let’s apply this to humans !!


BOOM/HAPPINESS AT PEAK:
A very happy period of human, HAPPINESS, REJOICE, prosperity, comfort at its  very peak, fortunes keep making their way, things look good and they are taken good even though they aren’t that good but due to peak of happiness, their affect is felt the least !! this phase can be characterized through a series of events, lets say results of different education qualifications, being in love, (these days being in love is necessary to get marry, not true ?? may be, lets move on ) being married, outings and trips, having children( what else?? I am so dumb to give few more happy filled candies I mean examples!! ) and so on and on!


RECESSION/HAPPINESS FADES:
Then certainly the happiness, rejoice started to fade, the things which used to gave us joy and excitement have started to look pretty straight and simple. The life gets to be monotonous and without any activity and fun. Even a stable life looks to be bore and uniform. Frustration and agony starts to creep into the life and the ultimate pitfall is depression. Behaviorally it can be characterized through: lack of interest in education; job; business; (wife may b :D ) and the results are failure in education,  job loss, business loss and ( *ife loss :P hain na ?? L or W, both ways Allah bachayeh) which is ultimately the depression phase.



DEPRESSION / SADNESS AT PEAK:
The very unwanted phase in human life: sadness, wretchedness, disconsolateness, loneliness, miseries etc completely overtakes the available space in the life of that particular(s). Things don’t look very good, and even good things don’t give the same amount of satisfaction as those used to in BOOM phase. Some people try to escape this phase by certain tactics, some lose all hope and end up their life at their own hands while others try to put themselves together, some in the hope of positive future bear this phase. to put this phase in practical , it would take up the form of: death of someone very dear, in few case failure in examination (students know better :P), loss in business, job loss and so on !!


RECOVERY / SADDNESS FADES TO BIRTH HAPPINESS:
the inner depression and hardness of the depression weakens the person deeply, but no time lasts long and the person starts to do some recovery work, help in certain cases by the friends and family might prove vital but at the expense of his loss, the person has overcome the depression phase, moving slowly back to life seems difficult, things look bizarre. But ultimately the person is back on the normal track of life, daily routine starts to be settled down, Excitements and thrills have started to find their way back in life and once more the pressed back to the start of the cycle that is BOOM.


And that’s how life deals us, a series of ups and downs, short spans of joys and then a bit uniform life and on the contrary small pains, big trouble, breathtaking incidents but still the life moves on, feeling of being happy cannot be felt more after the phase of depression or sadness similarly sadness seems to be of no affect after continuous incidents but the span of happiness makes the value of sadness at its place and the cycle goes ONNNNNNNNNNN !!!!

Sunday 17 June 2012

Blog's Idea !!!



well the idea was on my mind since an year ago when out of luck i need few things to take a bit support of, yeah definitly in times of dismay you need few people's support plus one's self-efficacy as well. but then, i only relied heavily on twitter, facebook as usual was a boring stuff !!
well no need to talk about the bad times, the storms doesnt stay for long and the same happened in my case. well after crossing half way in my CA education  and passing 6 papers in last two attempts while only 5 papers in last 2.5 years show how careless and incompetent i used to be, (no wonder i am still a jerk except passing, i used to say that ): makes me to do better ,  :P)
 but thankfully back to track ( insignificant information ?? oh no but the later part is based on it, so bear it ): )
so the feeling of having a short spell of psychological freedom with just one paper in this attempt, thought to start a blog.
well definitely i am not a great writer, my friend(s) say so ( oh of course a middle way is always there and yeah i know it wont be bad enough !! ),

Me: dude why dont you start a blog  (thought just to buck him up and then i ll put up mine idea later  :P )
Afnan: yeah i have been thinking on that but it needs regular writing !!
me: oh no worries, i will be there to support and back you up !
Afnan: how sweet of you !
(main story starting LOL :P )
Me: i was also thinking to start a blog,
Afnan: dude you can but only a "porn blog"
what a besti feeling was that but in rage and in an attempt to show my Incapabilities !! here I am !!
with a nonsense writing !! plus thanks to google stuff for helping me in setting up all !! how "mushkil" kam seriously !!

would be back later with more bakwas stuff later !!

Saturday 16 June 2012

Being together ..... ??? relatioship or what ????




the feeling of being close to one another despite physically being miles away and the feeling of miles away despite being physically so near !! what type of philosophies are these and to whom they relate ???
being together makes two persons a couple?? good friends?? or nuts to laugh at?? a common conversation among friends !!
the loyalty as being commonly said or felt is a feminine characteristic but to me and many more who share mine thinking know that the relationships depends on the particular persons not on boys or girls !!
the universal quote of "bhagam bhag" what we say running behind something will make you keep running behind that thing while if someone is in your chase, you will definetly make him chase forever!!
But, but sometimes the people like the opposite poles of the magnet cannot stay away from each other !! still i will take the contigency theory and let the type of relationship depend on the type of persons in the said relationship,
Lets hope hope the relationships are binded with the greatest force of love, respect or trust rather than the "chasing" story with one of the persons in any relationship suffering while the other suffering at the hands of third person and so on !!! love dependence is better than freedom but freedom is better than suffering !! "stay blessed"